Busy Bee

Now that my entire family has moved out of Dad's house Brian and I are trying to unpack and spread out. However, the project has become Jessica doing all the work on top of taking care of the girls basically by herself. I don't mind so much doing the work, but then He expects me to be in the mood after basically killing myself all day. What is that?

And, of course, he promised to do things "tomorrow" but when tomorrow came he spent almost 8 hours out of the house with Bret playing Disc Golf in Madison. So, I had to do everything by myself once again, take care of the girls all day, eat alone (with the exception of Zoe), and basically spend a boring day by myself.

I have friends in the area, not many, but some; however, they all work at different times and no one ever seems to be available lately. Brian goes out and plays Disc Golf or hangs with those guys about 2 times a week almost every week, and what do I get? Zip!!! I wish I had something to do and people to do it with on a weekly basis that wouldn't include dragging the girls with me everytime. I just need some time to myself or with friends sans children once in a while.

To top it off, last night was a baby up all night kind of deal and I have been up since 4:30 am with no naps because wouldn't you know it, Daphne decided to be awake while Zoe was sleeping, and of course Brian wasn't home for me to just get a decent nap in this afternoon even after I let him sleep in and then gave him nookie, in which only he benefited from orgasmically!!!!

Maybe I should just talk to him instead of being dissapointed and just giving in and letting him do whatever whenever when it comes to his new found obsession.